Sarcastic? umm.... no..

Assalamualaikum..

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i seem to have a problem conversing with others..

it seems that the only people that can tolerate me is my one & only,

bestest friend forever and ever..

even me hubby is STILL trying. haha

m nya social skills nampaknya makin negatif.. kut..

people cannot distinguish my normal sentences from the sarcastic ones,

when m not even being sarcastic.

ouch!

fact: i use the right words at a particular moment

but ada je perkataan lebih baik yang patut m gunakan bila difikir balik,

plus the fact yang m nya tone bila bercakap pun tak bertapis,

without me realising it of course..

;)

kalau nak m fikir dulu SETIAP kali m cakap alamat tak bercakap sangat la m.

(mesti ada orang tu suka tau..kalau m tak bercakap)

dah laa m ni, bila start bercakap, lambat sikit nak berhenti.. hehe

(yang ni memang ketara, bila melepak dengan kawan-kawan lama.

tapi dah lama pun tak lepak, tak tau la cakap banyak lagi ke tak...)

:(

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fact: i have to admit m ni jenis yang tembak dulu baru tanya soalan.

it works but I cant really recall exactly if it works ALL the time or just MOST of the time..

janji boleh pakai, walau sekejap..

hahaha

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i think i have to learn to smile sambil bercakap, SENTIASA.

which is totally IMPOSSIBLE in my case because i CANT do it.

(please dont talk to me about positive thinking, it just doesnt work on me)

m not totally refusing it but what you see is what you get.

i dont hide what i feel, MOST of the time.

or is it ALL the time..

hmmm..

so kalau m tengah buat keje and m tengah stress takkan m nak terus senyum kat orang.

(pernah gak buat)

tp tak sincere laa..

nak from the heart lambat sikit aa kan...

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cemane ye..

ada idea?

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